Horrible Honeymoon

I lived in times which have exuberant and lavish memories filled with opulence and rectitude. But, as every moon has a dark side, time has shown its ugly face through chicanery of people you once felt too close to your heart. As the day passed the scars of the inconclusive battle you fought seems to disappear, but still deep down in the vault of soul lies an evil inside each man belligerent enough to have deleterious effect on your soul. Because you are never meant to hurt someone, you are not motivated by vindictive desires; it is your good part of soul which is quiescent now paving the way for the evil to play its part. Gone are days when you were empathetic and ebullient, these are dark days with dark forces inside you nefariously repugnant. So, you stay still; do not act with impetus, because light will find its way to your heart if your faith is insurmountable.

Limitations of My Life

By this post I will say good bye to an extremely tortuous phase of my life. The way I was prevaricated and the perfidies have crossed their limits. Still the complaisant being within me is demurring my efforts to turn evil. But, that’s me can’t do things to hurt anyone. But when someone you cared so much is evoking intense dislike and being intransigent, you will be in a quagmire as to tell the truth or be in depression. This is what happens when two obstinate people come into a relation whose basic rule is complaisance, loyalty and trust. With even a single breach of trust you have your elephantine ego in front of everything, you crush everything in your path. This is quixotic but love itself is quixotic.  I thank all my friends who tried to mollify me in these darkest of times. But the question remains, how to remove the tenacity towards her backed by a fervent attitude which may exacerbate the situation further?