The Last Examination of Ph.D .....

Last semester of my student life has already begun. Tomorrow the last examination of my Ph.D. Life then Thesis after that a prefix of Dr. Kaushik (for which I am waiting from a long time). But my UG exams were really bunches of unforgotten able memory. I am missing my past days with friends. Jiten basically who used to supply Xerox note for me because I didn't have any Xerox. Jiten used to prepare himself from 2Pm for the next day exams but me the back bencher always started reading after 11pm with a whole night study for 7_8 hours. The word revision were absent for me during those days and today also. Again jiten's complained about my marks that how I could able to get 80% marks & more than him by studying less. The exam hall teasing, the vulgarism during entomology and nematodes exam, 2 and half months of composite exam...and so on,many memorise are just flashbacking through my mind when I am studying alone for my Ph.D. No jiten, Sashi, Abinash, Radheshyam, Amit dash, Roomesh & Tiku bhai (Debi Senapati).

Letter from my Elder Brother to me

“FOR YOUR PROFESSIONAL LIFE”
Age 23. Going to submit Ph.D thesis and will be a Dr. soon. Can join as Asst. Professor. Top contender of IFS (not given yet). Already preparing for UPSC. What more you want Kaushik??? It's not Do or Die for you. Calm down your nerves; Breadth well and Concentrate on your strengths. We all have firm belief on your calibre. Remain focused on your strengths and feel the improvements day by day (satisfaction). Expectations from self should match your learning speed. It is good to be serious; but to be desperate for result means killing creativity. "Take your time; Enjoy your preparation; then the journey will be your aim and not just the destination."

“FOR YOUR PERSONAL LIFE”
Don’t get worried much. "Give time some time". God trusts your ability and that's why he has given you this challenge. Don’t project society's weaknesses as yours and for that don’t doubt your values. Remain firm on your values which are accordingly with Truth (Natural Laws) and the Society will one day follow your path. Now that's what called "Ekla Chalo re..."

"BEST OF LABOUR"(Law of Karma)
Sincerely I am very much concerned about you and hence written all these I think best for you. Just keep what you want and discard the rest."Job and Love are part of Life; they are not the heart of life". Life is a different journey. Explore it by Living...Always Living...transcending Death...in the hearts of millions.

Tell me one person who is remembered for his wealth. All Great men are remembered for their wisdom, courage, firm values, reforms for which they have fought enduring pain, sometime shedding their own life and tried to improve life around them. All these are software’s (wisdom, values, courage) which need no money and you have tons of that; then why bother about hardwares (materials).

ADDICTION

I love you very much,

Still I don't know the scale of measurement,

You are my necessity,

I don’t know how I can able to live without you,

People & my parents are against you,

My social taboos & norms are imposing ban on you,

From dusk to dawn you are my way of life.

In Night you are my dream,

You my love I love you more than anything in the world,

I know someday definitely you will kill me,

But still, I love u....Love you.....and love you

Simply you are my "ADDICTION"

I am addicted to you since a long time from my childhood,

But still I am asking myself to whom I Love more than my life

How that fellow going to betray me?

With a name of sweet betrayal know as DEATH.......

How cruel is your motive but still I Love you more than my life...?